Close your eyes and pretend.
That's what I'd like to do when things go wrong.
Pretend that is not happening, that it doesn't hurt.
That I don't feel lonely.
Because sometimes, just every now and then, out of the blue it hits me. And still breaks my heart like the first time.
There's other days so full of joy and friends that for a moment I forget.
I don't want to be alone. I don't.
de rAnita nOe